Another example of a free writing experiment

This one took the form of a question and answer and it's about my confusion about what I was going to preform for bad slam which is in two days now.

I ended up soon after this realizing that I really wanted to do a list.

I like lists. They're fun to write and even more fun to preform. 

I don't badslam to show all of what's in my mind. I've like doing that kind of thing on the internet but it's not appropriate in a pub full of people there for a good time. This is my chance to stand in front of strangers and heroes with the goal of entertaining.

And not running away in terror.

This is also a goal.

It's a good goal.

17 nov

Omg poetry slam is in a few days and I have no idea what I am gong to do yet.

You have some ideas

Alright I have some ideas but those ideas aren't very solid yet

What ideas are those

Well I wanted to do something as misheard by voice recognition

What is wrong with that

I don't know what to do yet

What do you mean

What words to miss hear.

None of the writing I have done this month is poetic enough, or tge right length, or it is too perosnal

They will like the I'm scared one

Some would like it, the rest will talk through it

No they will love it

No. I am too scared to do I'm scared

Doesn't that mean you have to do it

No it means I have to find another

What about the little girl with words in her belly

That was crap

But it is too be misheard so crapness doesn't matter

I could write that one out again

And what about the one about gender and sexuality

I never wrote that one down

Well you should

But the words in my head won't be as good. Once they are out of my head

Well write it down anyway

Where

Here

Oh god

You ask am I a lesbo or what

What

No

Not a lesbian, too fond of dick

Not straight, too into chicks

Not bisexual because fuck gender binary

What you call sex I call boring

Not asexual, too willing to lend a hand wherever its needed

But I guess you can say my gender and sexuality is

Not you

Not now

Not ever

Its crap

Why is it crap

Because I am crap

No. That's not it

It needs. Form

How do I get form

I don't know. Listen to a how to write poetry book

After YouTube

No

The lesbians won't have me because I keep dating boys

Not straight as I am too infatuated with girls

Not bisexual because fuck gender binary

Not even a slut as I am bored by what you call sex

I could be asexual if I wasn't so keen to lend a hand wherever its needed

Polly only when I am sure my boyfriend won't mind